I was itching to blog since Wednesday,the day hunny texted me about him wanting to come here and celebrate the holidays with us, and I don’t know how am I gonna react, I mean,don’t get me wrong,I miss him terribly and I love the thought of having him here for Christmas because that’s all I really want,to have my family complete during the holiday season.But it’s kinda frustrating because I know how expensive and hard to get a plane ticket this time of year,most of the people I know have to reserved their ticket at least a year in advance and here we are with only few weeks and honestly,I’m cramming and I hate it!.but he already told me in advance not to get my hopes up so it’s not really that discouraging, and I do hope that Patrick will be the same although I know he’s already looking forward to it since I told him the news of daddy coming home for Christmas,and so far we’re not getting any luck at all,I told hubby I’ll check on a hotel once he get hold of his ticket. (keep my fingers cross).

And speaking of Christmas,If there’s anyone in the world who need  a Christmas spirit,that would be no other than me,I know that means being selfish,but as of now,I’m not just into it.But I don’t wanna spoil it for the boys,they deserve at least the Best Christmas they can get.Some of the neighbors already got their home ready for the Holidays,but I don’t know yet if I will decorate a house or not,buy a tree,put some lantern,honestly, I have no idea what to do!!!.

The boys already suffer a not-so-good Trick or Treat.Patrick told me  that it sucks,but of course compare to a kind of celebration that he used to,actually “compare” is a wrong choice of word, because it won’t do justice,I mean,If I rate their party  from 1 to 10, (as in 10 is the highest),I’ll give –1,I know I’m being Bicthy,but that’s just me.I think that we Filipinos, should stick to what were good at.Actually,the little party was fun,(I guess).The organizer think so too,and by the way,I can tell,that if there any people who enjoy that party the most,(yeah,yeah,yeah,the kids,enjoy that candy,duh!!)it’s them,and why not,they were the Stars Of The Night,of course,the party planner got the nicest costume (duh again..what else is new??),and she think that she deserved to win the Best Costume Award,( if there’s any),and all the others dressed up as her…what do you call it?….mmmmm…”Alalay ng Kadiliman”.he he he he.Bitchy Me! :D

But those kids looks great though,too bad there’s only three of them.So all in all,those who put on a costume look Trying Hard.I guess,they are in a right time with the right mood,but it’s just the wrong place.but I have no idea if that is their second time it,because if they do,I’ll give them that benefit of the doubt,but If not,I guess,if you can’t do it right,then don’t do it at all!,I mean really!!!.But what do I know,at the end of the day,it’s not what I think that matters and obviously they don’t give a damn either.but in fairness,I’ll give them a credit for the Pancit,because it is absolutely delicous and Kendrick loves the candy as well ,and I was very entertained watching other people’s stupidity.(yeah,yeah,yeah as If I didn’t do anything stupid,I know I did and I’m certainly aware of it,but I’m not gonna flaunt it publicly,I’ll give them the fun of discovering it...;) )

But anywho,like what I said,the boys need a selfless christmas from me, making it perfect  still look impossible because we’re not sure yet if hunny will be here,but I’m working on it.I might try to get him a ticket thru my WorldPerks account,we might get some discount,and if Santa will give us a Miracle,we might be able to go back to US,all of us.

So,please Santa,I need a Miracle On White Lily Street :)